Gabriel's Message
Wednesday, April 29, 2015

From the Iris

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"I think it's a weed." "I think so too," I agreed, scowling as I stared up at the near 6 foot tall stalks grow...
Tuesday, April 7, 2015

My Heartbeat Song

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I watched the blank screen with still breath, waiting for the signs of life.  "There's no sack.  There's no heartbeat." ...
Wednesday, March 18, 2015

These Dreams. . .

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Sean pulls into the back parking lot of Charly's and I hop out of the passenger seat.  I know this can't be happening, but I let mys...
Tuesday, March 17, 2015

Closing Doors

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It all happened so quickly.  In mid-December Marcos and I met with a loan officer to get pre-approved for a home loan.  By the weekend a...
Saturday, January 31, 2015

The End of the World

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"Congratulations.  Are you having a boy or a girl?" I took a moment to realize she was talking to me as I stood before a display...
Friday, January 23, 2015

The Dead Boyfriend Club

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I belong to a small, unusual, and undesirable club of women.  I gained entry nearly 10 years ago, when my boyfriend Sean committed suicide, ...
Monday, January 12, 2015

One More Time

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As she holds her child, every mother knows that the moment is fleeting.  The days will quickly turn into weeks, and the weeks into month...
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Andrea
On January 31st 2011, my son Gabriel was diagnosed with a fatal neural tube defect, anencephaly. It was one of the darkest moments of my life. But out of the darkness came a brightness I never expected. Gabriel's message is one of love, and it lives strong. My journaling began at http://www.caringbridge.org/visit/GabrielCude
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