Gabriel's Message
Monday, June 20, 2016

Am I Blue?

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The blueberry bush sits dry and likely, dead, but still a part of my home amid the greenery in my front yard.  It seems like watering it whe...
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Wednesday, June 1, 2016

Days that Change the World

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Two accomplishments that I get to take credit for, though I can really only thank God for, are the opportunities to be a mother to Gabri...
Wednesday, May 18, 2016

Who Needs Tomorrow?

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The opening chords wring my heart every time, haunting me with a combination of regret and relief.  Bob Seger's "We've Got Toni...
Thursday, April 28, 2016

Two Pink Streaks

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Some mornings I'm still not convinced my reflection is really me. I guess the postpartum acne started about two months after Delilah w...
Wednesday, April 27, 2016

He Collected Me

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The series finale of American Idol remains unviewed on my Hulu watch list.  For over a decade I watched the series and made a point of w...
Tuesday, April 19, 2016

Were He Not Romeo Called

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In a box somewhere in my garage a baby name book gathers dust, and stuffed within its pages is a sheet of paper I can't bear to part wit...
Wednesday, April 6, 2016

One Who Weakens

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Things really didn't start out this way.  When I was pregnant with Delilah, I felt the least connected to her of any of my pregnanc...
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On January 31st 2011, my son Gabriel was diagnosed with a fatal neural tube defect, anencephaly. It was one of the darkest moments of my life. But out of the darkness came a brightness I never expected. Gabriel's message is one of love, and it lives strong. My journaling began at http://www.caringbridge.org/visit/GabrielCude
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