Gabriel's Message
Tuesday, November 29, 2016

This Weak and Idle Theme

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I am thankful for the desk separating me from the mob of anxious case managers, each motivated by their own caseload of frustrated clien...
Monday, October 3, 2016

10 Days and 10 Innings

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"When Gabriel was alive, did you ever think he might be one of those cases that lives for months, or years?" I did.  I prayed, a...
Monday, August 22, 2016

The Grind

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Maybe, if I lay very still. . . But it's too late.  Eden has already heard Marcos downstairs, and she's taken this as her sign...
Friday, August 12, 2016

Alex Rodriguez: This is the Way the World Ends - Not With a Bang But a Whimper

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   V      Here we go round the prickly pear     Prickly pear prickly pear     Here we go round the prickly pear     At five o'clock in...
Saturday, July 30, 2016

Willie White

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I didn't process what had happened for a few seconds.  I had turned away for just a few seconds, and when I looked back, Willie was look...
Thursday, July 21, 2016

Just A Bridge Away

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In our backyard in Bakersfield the morning sun was already baking our lawn, but in Oregon the sky was overcast and the air was wet but c...
Monday, June 20, 2016

Am I Blue?

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The blueberry bush sits dry and likely, dead, but still a part of my home amid the greenery in my front yard.  It seems like watering it whe...
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On January 31st 2011, my son Gabriel was diagnosed with a fatal neural tube defect, anencephaly. It was one of the darkest moments of my life. But out of the darkness came a brightness I never expected. Gabriel's message is one of love, and it lives strong. My journaling began at http://www.caringbridge.org/visit/GabrielCude
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