Gabriel's Message
Monday, July 24, 2017

Through My Daughter's Eyes

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By 5:30 AM last Monday morning, I had already dropped Eden and Delilah off with my parents for the day and was on my way to San Luis Obispo ...
Tuesday, June 20, 2017

When The Stars Go Blue

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There are these moments that are so perfect.  The girls fit perfectly in the bend of my elbow, one perfectly seated on each leg.  Delila...
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Monday, May 22, 2017

Double Take

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The head of the woman in line in front of me whipped back and forth between me and her twin boys, as our six eyes remained locked in a s...
Thursday, April 6, 2017

Old Reliable

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It's as constant as the rising sun. My phone blinked with the alert and though I've promised I'll be better, I peek at my phon...
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Tuesday, January 31, 2017

D is for Diagnosis Day

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D is for dream , like the one that filled my heart the day I learned you were on your way. The little dreams - You'd have my eyes, your ...
Tuesday, November 29, 2016

This Weak and Idle Theme

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I am thankful for the desk separating me from the mob of anxious case managers, each motivated by their own caseload of frustrated clien...
Monday, October 3, 2016

10 Days and 10 Innings

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"When Gabriel was alive, did you ever think he might be one of those cases that lives for months, or years?" I did.  I prayed, a...
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On January 31st 2011, my son Gabriel was diagnosed with a fatal neural tube defect, anencephaly. It was one of the darkest moments of my life. But out of the darkness came a brightness I never expected. Gabriel's message is one of love, and it lives strong. My journaling began at http://www.caringbridge.org/visit/GabrielCude
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